memoirs

I haven't been blogging lately. If anyone passed by looking for a new update during the past few months, I'm sorry! Was really busy lately..

Recently, I came out with this reason(or excuse) for not blogging frequently. The lack of bus rides. (Yeap. I don't do my thinking in the shower.)

Anyway, people never really change. As for my case, YC still plays football. The only real significant difference now is that I developed an even stronger interest in football's history. Manchester United's in particular. Munich. Feb 6 1958. Sir Matt Busby. Sir Bobby Chalton. Duncan Edwards. El Beatle, and many many more. So much that I teared while watching and reading them up. The Busby Babes.. "They died in Munich. But in Old Trafford, they live forever." It made me realize and understand the spirit of Manchester United. The will of Manchester United.

Up till when I was 14, I was supporting Manchester United's football team. Now I am nineteen. I support Manchester United football CLUB.

For now, it's time to bask in this warm glow of happiness. 19th title. Liverpool, knocked off their perch!

Twitter is addictive. Everyone should create and account and make friends online. Yea, I found out on twitter that I wasn't crazy when I call Manchester United my religion. I am one out of a few million. (=

Watch this space! Back to blogging yo! Anw, having a match this coming sunday. Excited as hell. Should be playing striker again. haha..

Results are out. Really disappointed as I wasn't able to hit the target I set for myself. Mugged really hard for this examination but it's just not meant to be :/ Luckily my cumulative rose by a lil. 0.05 to be exact. My cumulative GPA is still below the COP for mechanical engineering though :/ I will work harder next sem.. Will not set any target, I'll just bury myself in the notes and see how I fare.

As for my diploma plus, really consistant. Got a C+ again hahahaha. I have no complains, since I didn't put in much effort for it.. Lessons are on every tuesday, 530pm to 930pm! My fulltime diploma timetable that day is from 9am to 4pm.. How the hell am I gonna concentrate?

I'm calm already. Gonna make full use of this break to recharge and rest, so I'll have the stamina to continue studying again..

I am fiercely defiant .

Wore my United jersey with pride after the defeat to liverpool. I read about United fans being shameful of the result and thus not comfortable of showing anything related to the public eye. Shame on you. Walking out on your club when they needed support most is criminal.. Whats so shameful about United? 18 league titles, and the current league leaders. You've got to have a screw loose somewhere..

Anyway, the holidays are here! Really need a break from school work after mugging real hard for the final sem examinations! I will have no regrets if my results suck :) And it appears that the cut off GPAs for university admissions rose again. Then again, I should not be too worried. I'll just have to keep working hard and hope for the best yea? I don't want any Unis to accept me if I don't deserve it. Let me work hard for my meal.

Some plans for the holidays:

1. Hit and gym and get back my fitness.
2. Play more football.
3. Rest.
4. Meet up with friends.


Quite general actually. Though I'm actually quite keen on doing some shopping, I don't see the point as year 3 will probably be really hectic and I'm gonna delicate my life to school work. The current set of clothes will do me just fine.

5. EAT!

I love food from hawker (centers/centres?)! Cheap, delicious and delicious! haha. It is actually a value for money buffet if you're willing to spend more than 10 bucks. I can eat alot, and I will eat alot during this holidays :)

Yea, back to blogging.

I was suddenly enlightened. Its neither confidence nor arrogance. Its hatred.

Think its my worst injury to my left ankle since i broke my leg. I was injury free since then. Just when I felt that I could actually walked out of yesterday's shadow. Fuck my leg seriously. Weak. weak weak. Can't even withstand an impact even with a metal plate securing it. Why make me love football that much if you don't plan to make it an integral part of my life?

Someday I'll hang up my boots, but not now. I've some unfinished business I needa settle, and I needa to be responsible for my dreams. It's depressing that I'm not a confident person and I'll need some degree of arrogance thats missing(since my leg broke) back in my game soon.

Confidence and arrogance is alike the angel and the devil. Both radiates power, but of a different origin. You get what I mean. But it's only on the field la. haha.

Anw, 3-3 chelsea! Suck on it Terry! Entertaining to see them celebrate like champions then brought back down to Earth after 5mins HAHAHAH. STAMFORD BRIDGE HAS FALLEN! 

Sian, have been feeling depressed lately. But everything will pass. I should focus on my match instead. :X

Anyway, am very glad that 4e2'08's outing went relatively well! A very big thank you to all who came! haha.

Thats all for this post, not in the mood to type..

Recently, street soccer/fico/cage for me sucked like hell LOL. I don't why but im not motivated to play in smaller pitches. The movement, space and almost everything is different from the real 11 aside football. Too direct. You don't really needa think if you're playing in a small court. The physically fitter team will win. haha.

It's a different matter in a full size field. Ample space and room for us to run, and more importantly, time to think. Easier to dictate the pace of the game too.

Too tired to cont! Gona situps, bathe and sleep already! Field football tmr :D