Friday, May 30, 2008
Currently still suffering from 'post match highness'..
Without any warning, i wud experience this adrenaline rush and just raise my hand, tell myself "we won!"
Simply indescribable feeling. Pure esctacy!
Okay. The sad truth is that i got my report card after the match, and my fitness level wasn't up to standard. I can't just play in the pain during the dying minutes for every match. Intense training required to beef up fitness level.
I odd to pass more in the next match. Should'nt take on defenders as much-There are teammates in far better positions.
Improvements in the shooting departments too. I think i'll need some personal trainings on 'one touch' shots and first touches barh.
Hope to experience the desired effects in the next match.
Okay. Lets talk about today. Nothing much actually.
Went to school early in the morning- I slept at 3am the previous night!~
Trying my best to synchronize myself to studying mode. Its time to study.
Back home aft class's dismissed.
And i slept till 8pm! haha.
Thats all. Wait for my next update!
tag replies:
peiqi: hi! pass by soon!
kristle: zhi dao jiu hao? tag more tag more!
yanqiu: haha.yea its a great game!
kaitai: lol.thnx. the team miss u.
Without any warning, i wud experience this adrenaline rush and just raise my hand, tell myself "we won!"
Simply indescribable feeling. Pure esctacy!
Okay. The sad truth is that i got my report card after the match, and my fitness level wasn't up to standard. I can't just play in the pain during the dying minutes for every match. Intense training required to beef up fitness level.
I odd to pass more in the next match. Should'nt take on defenders as much-There are teammates in far better positions.
Improvements in the shooting departments too. I think i'll need some personal trainings on 'one touch' shots and first touches barh.
Hope to experience the desired effects in the next match.
Okay. Lets talk about today. Nothing much actually.
Went to school early in the morning- I slept at 3am the previous night!~
Trying my best to synchronize myself to studying mode. Its time to study.
Back home aft class's dismissed.
And i slept till 8pm! haha.
Thats all. Wait for my next update!
tag replies:
peiqi: hi! pass by soon!
kristle: zhi dao jiu hao? tag more tag more!
yanqiu: haha.yea its a great game!
kaitai: lol.thnx. the team miss u.
Wednesday, May 28, 2008
during the dying moments.
"i won't give up till its over!" echoed in my mind.
yea.we won in e end(:
shuang ah! scored the equaliser(:
tts all bah.im damn tired.
tag replies:
harry: haha.lac-ing
js: song bo today. SONG BO!~
olga: haha.yea. UNKNOWN's loser.
finn: haha.thnx for tagging!(:
opx: yea. gooooooood game!
"i won't give up till its over!" echoed in my mind.
yea.we won in e end(:
shuang ah! scored the equaliser(:
tts all bah.im damn tired.
tag replies:
harry: haha.lac-ing
js: song bo today. SONG BO!~
olga: haha.yea. UNKNOWN's loser.
finn: haha.thnx for tagging!(:
opx: yea. gooooooood game!
Tuesday, May 27, 2008
Felt like sharing this:
Sunday, May 25, 2008
歌手:周华健歌曲:让我欢喜让我忧
爱到尽头覆水难收 爱悠悠恨幽幽 为何要到无法挽留
才能想起你的温柔
给我关怀为我解忧
为我平添许多愁
在深夜无尽的等候
独自泪流..独自忍受
多想说声我真的爱你
多想说声对不起你
你哭着说情缘已尽难再续 难再续
就请你给我多一点点时间 再多一点点问候 不要一切都带走
就请你给我多一点点空间 再多一点点温柔 不要让我独自难受
你这样一个女人让我欢喜让我忧 让我甘心为了你付出我所有..
爱到尽头覆水难收 爱悠悠恨幽幽
为何要到无法挽留才能想起你的温柔
给我关怀为我解忧 为我平添许多愁
在深夜无尽的等候 独自泪流 独自忍受
多想说声我真的爱你 多想说声对不起你..
你哭着说情缘已尽 难再续难再续......
就请你给我多一点点时间 再多一点点问候 不要一切都带走
就请你给我多一点点空间 再多一点点温柔 不要让我独自难受
就请你给我多一点点时间 再多一点点问候 不要一切都带走
就请你给我多一点点空间 再多一点点温柔 不要让我独自难受
你这样一个女人让我欢喜让我忧让我甘心为了你付出我所有........
我爱你.
爱到尽头覆水难收 爱悠悠恨幽幽 为何要到无法挽留
才能想起你的温柔
给我关怀为我解忧
为我平添许多愁
在深夜无尽的等候
独自泪流..独自忍受
多想说声我真的爱你
多想说声对不起你
你哭着说情缘已尽难再续 难再续
就请你给我多一点点时间 再多一点点问候 不要一切都带走
就请你给我多一点点空间 再多一点点温柔 不要让我独自难受
你这样一个女人让我欢喜让我忧 让我甘心为了你付出我所有..
爱到尽头覆水难收 爱悠悠恨幽幽
为何要到无法挽留才能想起你的温柔
给我关怀为我解忧 为我平添许多愁
在深夜无尽的等候 独自泪流 独自忍受
多想说声我真的爱你 多想说声对不起你..
你哭着说情缘已尽 难再续难再续......
就请你给我多一点点时间 再多一点点问候 不要一切都带走
就请你给我多一点点空间 再多一点点温柔 不要让我独自难受
就请你给我多一点点时间 再多一点点问候 不要一切都带走
就请你给我多一点点空间 再多一点点温柔 不要让我独自难受
你这样一个女人让我欢喜让我忧让我甘心为了你付出我所有........
我爱你.
not feeling well.
i waana cry.
i waana cry.
Friday, May 23, 2008
i feel tt im gona die anytime.
save me?
i duno wad illness is hunting me..
zz.
bye.my head is bursting n i cnt type any more.
unknown: liverpool will lose everyday.
save me?
i duno wad illness is hunting me..
zz.
bye.my head is bursting n i cnt type any more.
unknown: liverpool will lose everyday.
Sunday, May 18, 2008
Van the man!
was a tiring day.
woke up during the wee hours in the morning, went gym with jh. Its a long time since i hav been to gym, and although i was still able to complete the usual workout, it really felt alot more tiring.
Muscles hurt alot! zz.
I guess i will be hitting the gym more often during the holidays?
After gym, went jp with jh n ate mos burger?
Well, teriyaki chicken burger as usual, and jh had teriyaki beef.
Off to jh's house after stomach was contented.
Played his psp while waiting for timee to passsss...
Visited js.
winning eleven!
Headed to queensway.
With jh yl js.
walk here walk there walk here walk thr~
had laksa agn.
walked to ikea to hav the famous dog.
jh: egg.coz mei you ji na li ke neng you ji dan!
Bus-ed to jp AGAIN.
watched what happens in vegas.
Homed n here i m.
i sat down on the flooor. thinking.
thinking......
in the corner of my eye, my fav ball!(:
i passed it onto the wall, n rammed hard.
it bounces off wall, hiting my mouth.
big big ulcer.
*claps* well done yc. Well done!
even my shadow laughs at me
kaixiang ah kaixiang.....................................................................ur cruel.
tag replies:
Waisong: lol. u think leg break happy event ar? still congrats. Must giv a minute of silence.More class.
Olga: haha. manu(:
tag leh tag leh?
i promised i will be back aft 'o's yea?
woke up during the wee hours in the morning, went gym with jh. Its a long time since i hav been to gym, and although i was still able to complete the usual workout, it really felt alot more tiring.
Muscles hurt alot! zz.
I guess i will be hitting the gym more often during the holidays?
After gym, went jp with jh n ate mos burger?
Well, teriyaki chicken burger as usual, and jh had teriyaki beef.
Off to jh's house after stomach was contented.
Played his psp while waiting for timee to passsss...
Visited js.
winning eleven!
Headed to queensway.
With jh yl js.
walk here walk there walk here walk thr~
had laksa agn.
walked to ikea to hav the famous dog.
Quote of the day:
we're discussing: Does the egg or chicken comes first?jh: egg.coz mei you ji na li ke neng you ji dan!
Bus-ed to jp AGAIN.
watched what happens in vegas.
Homed n here i m.
i sat down on the flooor. thinking.
thinking......
in the corner of my eye, my fav ball!(:
i passed it onto the wall, n rammed hard.
it bounces off wall, hiting my mouth.
big big ulcer.
*claps* well done yc. Well done!
even my shadow laughs at me
kaixiang ah kaixiang.....................................................................ur cruel.
tag replies:
Waisong: lol. u think leg break happy event ar? still congrats. Must giv a minute of silence.More class.
Olga: haha. manu(:
tag leh tag leh?
i promised i will be back aft 'o's yea?
Thursday, May 15, 2008
i anticipated him to shoot.
giving my best shot, i sprinted n slided.
i got the ball, but its deflected in.
but the concern wasn't with the goal.
i clutched onto my ankle, growling painfully.
"i'll not be playing soccer anymore." i mumbled. those close to me shld hav heard barh?
i broke the lower part of my fibula, close to the ankle.
was admitted to NUH the next day and was imformed i needed an op to recover. i tried to hold back those tiny droplets. but i cant. the muscles around my eyes were taken over by an alien force. Floodgates opened the more i wanted them to close. Well, tts the first time my dad seen me in this plight. I knew he felt guilty. He told my mom tt he regretted. Regretted introducing me to the beautiful game.
i was devastated to know the state of my dad's mental health. i didnt want him to get any more remorseful.I had to be strong. aft the op, i told him : "bu yao wu liao la..ti qiu shi wo de ming..zhe ci jiao duan, shi wo zi ji de cuo.. i will be back playing soccer by december!"
thats what i told him.
non verbally, deep down, my heart was crying. I couldnt imagine life without this wonderful sport. i broke down. COME ON, NO MORE SOCCER?
Everynight, i cried. This isn't about the pain. Its the prospect of letting go a special part of my life- Soccer.
The remarks of those 'wei wo hao' de relatives didnt help. They were motivated to exocise soccer from my brain.
Well. Of course they failed. Soccer is all but in the brain. Its in something similar in size to my fist. They couldnt locate it.
i was discharged 2days later.
it was diagnosed that i needed a year to return to soccer n 3 more months to walk.
Of course i was sad. i couldnt accept the fact! why me? why me why me? God had confiscated my confidence, my passion, my heart.........
I dun really care about the physical handicap, i really dun care! All i ever cared, was my involvement in the beautiful game. I felt helpless for the first time in 15years. i wanted to kill myself, i wanted to end all this sufferings..
Drogba's goal that sent Manchester United home called for my head.
i was close to giving up.
I was making my way home after watching my friends playing soccer when i saw X ( i dun wish to reveal.soccer fren.)
He couldnt believe his eyes when he saw me in this state.We chatted awhile and when its time for me to head home, he said "Must Takecare, friend. I wait for u recover, play soccer again. "
I'm certainly not gay, but i felt like hugging him. First time a guy told me to tc.
He reignited my confidence, my passion and revived my heart!
Smiling, i gestured a 'good' sign. I can't die, theres this guy who believed i will be back! I couldnt disappoint him!
I figured that god was giving me a test.
I needed to train hard during the period, in order to be strong!
One legged push ups. Leg lifts. I even 'walked' with clutches everyday down at the void decks everyday. Falling down occasionally, i kept in mind that soccer was waiting for me, there was someone believed that i could do it! Emo-ing became a thing of the past.
(waisiong, now understand why i clutches so pro? haha.)
Indulging in calcium tablets sped up my recovery. With hard work and a bit of luck, i managed to recover and walk inside 1 month!
Its a miracle i must say,
Yap Ai(my physiotherapist) says im 'power'! L0L.
I reunited with soccer in the very same year.
Nothing is imppossible.
Anyway, i broke it on 15th of May 2007.
I am back..
giving my best shot, i sprinted n slided.
i got the ball, but its deflected in.
but the concern wasn't with the goal.
i clutched onto my ankle, growling painfully.
"i'll not be playing soccer anymore." i mumbled. those close to me shld hav heard barh?
i broke the lower part of my fibula, close to the ankle.
was admitted to NUH the next day and was imformed i needed an op to recover. i tried to hold back those tiny droplets. but i cant. the muscles around my eyes were taken over by an alien force. Floodgates opened the more i wanted them to close. Well, tts the first time my dad seen me in this plight. I knew he felt guilty. He told my mom tt he regretted. Regretted introducing me to the beautiful game.
i was devastated to know the state of my dad's mental health. i didnt want him to get any more remorseful.I had to be strong. aft the op, i told him : "bu yao wu liao la..ti qiu shi wo de ming..zhe ci jiao duan, shi wo zi ji de cuo.. i will be back playing soccer by december!"
thats what i told him.
non verbally, deep down, my heart was crying. I couldnt imagine life without this wonderful sport. i broke down. COME ON, NO MORE SOCCER?
Everynight, i cried. This isn't about the pain. Its the prospect of letting go a special part of my life- Soccer.
The remarks of those 'wei wo hao' de relatives didnt help. They were motivated to exocise soccer from my brain.
Well. Of course they failed. Soccer is all but in the brain. Its in something similar in size to my fist. They couldnt locate it.
i was discharged 2days later.
it was diagnosed that i needed a year to return to soccer n 3 more months to walk.
Of course i was sad. i couldnt accept the fact! why me? why me why me? God had confiscated my confidence, my passion, my heart.........
I dun really care about the physical handicap, i really dun care! All i ever cared, was my involvement in the beautiful game. I felt helpless for the first time in 15years. i wanted to kill myself, i wanted to end all this sufferings..
Drogba's goal that sent Manchester United home called for my head.
i was close to giving up.
I was making my way home after watching my friends playing soccer when i saw X ( i dun wish to reveal.soccer fren.)
He couldnt believe his eyes when he saw me in this state.We chatted awhile and when its time for me to head home, he said "Must Takecare, friend. I wait for u recover, play soccer again. "
I'm certainly not gay, but i felt like hugging him. First time a guy told me to tc.
He reignited my confidence, my passion and revived my heart!
Smiling, i gestured a 'good' sign. I can't die, theres this guy who believed i will be back! I couldnt disappoint him!
I figured that god was giving me a test.
I needed to train hard during the period, in order to be strong!
One legged push ups. Leg lifts. I even 'walked' with clutches everyday down at the void decks everyday. Falling down occasionally, i kept in mind that soccer was waiting for me, there was someone believed that i could do it! Emo-ing became a thing of the past.
(waisiong, now understand why i clutches so pro? haha.)
Indulging in calcium tablets sped up my recovery. With hard work and a bit of luck, i managed to recover and walk inside 1 month!
Its a miracle i must say,
Yap Ai(my physiotherapist) says im 'power'! L0L.
I reunited with soccer in the very same year.
Nothing is imppossible.
Anyway, i broke it on 15th of May 2007.
I am back..
ke yi rang wo 一个人失忆 mah ..?
wo hen xin ku..
wo hen xin ku..
sorry. its my fault.
SORRY..
SORRY..
Wednesday, May 14, 2008
haha.this guy changed my life(:
nthing much happened today barh.aft spa whent queensway?dn went jp eat.homed.initially posted a much longer post,,but blogger do stunt~ zzz.
hhhaaa.o lvls coming reali soon. jiayou yc jiayou jiayou! n all e best to everyone reading this post. thank me(:
n..bloody hell! i took 2hours to type this pathetic sentence?
was squeezing my brain, couldnt decide on wad to type..finallyy, ma de..xiang hen jiu leh.. i juz wanna say:
JIAYOU YC(: haaaha.
just a short post(:
tag replies:
js: yea. me too.kristle: haha.really?haha.farnie jiu hao?waisiong: haha. anw, dun keep play with bird. u will nv know when the woodpecker will strike.hahajohn: haha.sure.peiqi: thnx. greatly appreciated(: u takecare too.goiling: haha. updated. thnx for visiting?(: u motivated me to blog. L0L.
Friday, May 9, 2008
my heros.(:
this 11 men.made me tremble countless times.
made me sweat like nobody's business.
made me wept.
well.thanks red devils!
u made me realise the way of life.
u provide the foundations for my life
*salute*
MANCHESTER UNITED!
u dunid to prove aniting.
jus win 2 more matches.
all the way.
not a devil?he'll show u the way.
tag replies:
waisiong: haha. lol. wun get caught de la.
john: haha.kk tyty(:
sasfinn:ty for tagging!
benita: now u noe.haha.
pk: haha.booooo~ ((((: alot of space?i oso duno...haha.takcare(:
Thursday, May 8, 2008
i will get back to u soon.
i promise.
i promise.
Saturday, May 3, 2008
Yicong pools.
Pass Fail
300 1.01
yea.thats the opening odds.
addition specials!
win me in all subjects
1.5
lose to me in all subjects
100
addtional options to be notified in the near future.
thnx all for tagging!
goiling: lol. tt time i was juz jk. lols. thnx thnx(:
js: lols. thnx. all the best.
waisiong: lol. update le. u lidat tag i dun update will paiseh.L0L.
xueling: lol. i put de of coz nice lar?haha.
Pass Fail
300 1.01
yea.thats the opening odds.
addition specials!
win me in all subjects
1.5
lose to me in all subjects
100
addtional options to be notified in the near future.
thnx all for tagging!
goiling: lol. tt time i was juz jk. lols. thnx thnx(:
js: lols. thnx. all the best.
waisiong: lol. update le. u lidat tag i dun update will paiseh.L0L.
xueling: lol. i put de of coz nice lar?haha.
Friday, May 2, 2008
thr r 2 sides of me.
the one tts controlled by my so called normal mind, and the one governed by my <3.
Usually, the heart leads the way and,my 'normal mind' takes the role of the advisor.
the commander makes harsh decisions- this is one of the main reasons i cnt spend $ wisely. i act on impluse. Upon reaching home, my 'normal' mind woke. And often, i would be fucking angry- how the hell did i spend $30 in 3 fucking days instead of saving them for my lao po ben?
yea.
emo songs summons the commander whereas my favourite sport seals it. tts when the advisor takes control. being realistic, advisor has realistic views. The advisor is more of a stratagist(how do i spell?=.=). he excels in futuring planning.
This explains my idiosyncratic behavior if anyone of u realises.
i doubt anyone does.
my father says he only understands n sees the real me when im playing on the field. i express my emotions,feelings and my belifs on the field. And my team makes me belif. Yes. we will beat the teachers when we're up against. no doubt.
HAHA.
i believed tt i hav learnt.i hav grown.im much mature now.
i seem to understand the purpose of life now.
ur smile's my priority.(:
i should be happy that U r.(:
finn: thnx! (:
Evonne: haha. of coz i rmb u?manu fans! haha. takecare!
peiqi: hi!(:
pk: haha. replied.booooooo!(((((((((((:
waisiong: lols.yea.
anw,,im motivated to update when i c tags. lol.
the one tts controlled by my so called normal mind, and the one governed by my <3.
Usually, the heart leads the way and,my 'normal mind' takes the role of the advisor.
the commander makes harsh decisions- this is one of the main reasons i cnt spend $ wisely. i act on impluse. Upon reaching home, my 'normal' mind woke. And often, i would be fucking angry- how the hell did i spend $30 in 3 fucking days instead of saving them for my lao po ben?
yea.
emo songs summons the commander whereas my favourite sport seals it. tts when the advisor takes control. being realistic, advisor has realistic views. The advisor is more of a stratagist(how do i spell?=.=). he excels in futuring planning.
This explains my idiosyncratic behavior if anyone of u realises.
i doubt anyone does.
my father says he only understands n sees the real me when im playing on the field. i express my emotions,feelings and my belifs on the field. And my team makes me belif. Yes. we will beat the teachers when we're up against. no doubt.
HAHA.
i believed tt i hav learnt.i hav grown.im much mature now.
i seem to understand the purpose of life now.
ur smile's my priority.(:
i should be happy that U r.(:
finn: thnx! (:
Evonne: haha. of coz i rmb u?manu fans! haha. takecare!
peiqi: hi!(:
pk: haha. replied.booooooo!(((((((((((:
waisiong: lols.yea.
anw,,im motivated to update when i c tags. lol.
Thursday, May 1, 2008
i realised im making a fool of myself.
lets be realistic yc.
lets watch what im gona do. coz i duno too.
haha.
i relaxed n thought about everything.
macspicy.
i tired to hav u for my main course.
but im incapable of consuming spicy food.
but i'll learn?
i'll gobble down chilli pepper wasabi.
i'll learn.
i'll perservere.
jiayou yc.
mcspicy! stay in mac. stay in sg.
i will hav the ability i consume u.
after o lvls.
wait(:
lets be realistic yc.
lets watch what im gona do. coz i duno too.
haha.
i relaxed n thought about everything.
macspicy.
i tired to hav u for my main course.
but im incapable of consuming spicy food.
but i'll learn?
i'll gobble down chilli pepper wasabi.
i'll learn.
i'll perservere.
jiayou yc.
mcspicy! stay in mac. stay in sg.
i will hav the ability i consume u.
after o lvls.
wait(:
