memoirs

Aiyo, every single muscle in my pair of limbs are aching. Hope i can recover by tomorrow, need to gym! lol.

Quite sian. In fact, demoralising.

None of my closer friends got into the same school as myself. I am bad at making new friends. i think i'll just go there and stone,and during recess i'll go walk around and see if i can find anyone playing soccer?And if any, hopefully i can join them for a quick game?If not i can just watch them barh..Maybe i can learn a thing or two from my seniors..Or maybe i can teach them LOL.

Okay, time to prepare for school i guess? And thanks to ws, who asked me to smile more, if not i'll be lonely for 2years LOL. I'll try la, but i know myself too well.HAH!

And to anyone concerned, even though i jc, u all poly, i still love going out, football is still my passion..Yea, dun leave me out in football? haha. Alright, thats all for this senseless and crappy post. Cya all, i changed my blogsong again.(=

And oh ya, i don't think im gonna take up soccer as a cca in jc. Too mentally demanding, im not that super =X Just play soccer for fun i guess. Considering to take up track and field, can improve my stamina! At the same time its safer and less mentally demanding, compared to soccer? My parents worry whenever i have a game. I think its finally the right time now for this un-filial son of them to think and stand in their position..
I am tired of pretending to walk normally, even though they hurt like hell..

Tag replies:

KRISTLE: haha, yea, where got ppl put not nice song as blogsong one?LOL.
oPx: lol, yea starting real soon. Good luck to you, good luck to myself as well.(=

I got into jjc.

I just reached home. I am tired, but i wanna go out. I am going to sleep now. Call me yea? anyone who wanna jio me go out. I will ans one(=

i am stressed.

Tag replies:

Olga: o.o? but jj not ur first choice rite?haha alright cya!
goiling: i think u mean out first two choices same izit?lol. anw thanks for tagging(=
js: haha, icic. I treat it as a compliment, thanks!
xueling: He's the nicest dad on earth! hahaha.
js: LOL, bu gan dang. Happy new year(= Xing xiang shi cheng.

They told me 'jiu de bu qu,xing de bu lai.' which meant 'if the old doesn't go,the new don't come ' in Chinese. Hence i replied my 'old' tags, hope new ones will come flowing in lol.

By the way, i changed my blogsong: ca jian er guo.(=

李圣杰 - 擦肩而过


我爱着谁
爱到我有点醉
告诉我你是谁
能够把我让我变不对
你不会累
但我却爱你爱得好累
从没有为了谁
不顾安危 付出一切
站在这平衡点
我还是觉得有点危险
或许是看不见
只能够靠感觉
他不会是个好男人
也不会是个好情人
你对我说 我们只是擦肩而过
好的男人有那么多
少了他的日子也能过
我不会再让你寂寞
也不会让你更难过
你听我说要好好学着去生活
就算未来有多少错
至少还有我的问候
我的温柔陪你度过

你听我说
你不要这么做
你不要看着我
说你已经知道怎么做
你很难受
我愿意陪你一起承受
只要你不怕痛
再多坎坷我都陪你走
站在这平衡点
我还是觉得有点危险
或许是看不见
只能够靠感觉
他不会是个好男人
也不会是个好情人
你对我说 我们只是擦肩而过
好的男人有那么多
少了他的日子也能过
我不会再让你寂寞
也不会让你更难过
你听我说要好好学着去生活
就算未来有多少错
至少还有我的问候
我的温柔陪你度过
他不会是个好男人
也不会是个好情人
你对我说我们只是擦肩而过
好的男人有那么多
少了他的日子也能过
我不会再让你寂寞
也不会让你更难过
你听我说要好好学着去生活
就算未来有多少错
至少还有我的问候
我的温柔陪你度过
就算未来有多少错
至少还有我的问候
我的温柔陪你度过

Its a freaking nice song!


Nowadays i feel empty and meaningless, not much purpose in life. Every afternoon i'll online, stare at the pathetic number of people online, pray as i click on blog links that blog owners will update. Thats how boring my life is. Good luck to me!

First of all, Happy new year everyone!

Lets count the days left b4 school starts using one hand. I know the days are numbered. I know what will happen. I know i can't do anything about it. Damn!

Okay, a change of topic. I think i will be blogging regularly( at most 3days per post? i'll try?) in a bid to improve my god darn English. And of course, blogging in proper English.

1st day of CNY was great. Went to Ahma's house to 'bai nian', feels warm to have so many people under one roof , enjoyed their company(= Gambled, initially lost 30plus bucks, but lady luck pitied on me and smiled, won back 20bucks.(= So in e end -10.
Finally heading to town to dine as a family tomorrow. Cya all.

Okay, im feeling super bored right now. Returned home from grandma's, to prevent my wallet from further shrinking. Broke =X

At the same time i dread going to school. Arh, the thought GP ,PW and Econs really turn me off. Crap, i think developed a phobia for studying?Nvm, at least i'll have a disease named after me. I'll name it ycophorobia. wow, cool name huh? Add this to ur dictionary.

Ycophorobia- A disoder whereby the patient possess the tenancy to faint when he/she studys/think of studying.(=


Okay, enough of all this nonsense, today's topic will be on my Chinese New Year Wishes/Resoulutions.

- Improve my stamina.
-Get into the soccer team in jjc(if i manage to get into that school?I hope i wont)
-Be a better person.
-Settle down well in my new school
-Study more, at the same time be cured of Ycophorobia.(=
-Practice and learn guitar!

Materialwise,

I got my bag.
I got my clothes.
I got my Specs.

So, i only need:

-Watch!
- New shin pads with ankle protection.
- Back-massage machine? ( Back pains recently, dono why)
- MONEY! $.$

I guess thats all for today, tag me peeps!

Life's pretty boring nowadays, and so i have no choice but to blog(kill time?=X)

And ya, just to clear any misconceptions. For those who don't know or don't believe, i amended my choices. And yea, heres the receipt.
Chose jjc caused im really really clueless and uninterested in any of the courses that the polys offer? Yea, thats y..

Anyone wanna go out?

Tag replies:

KRISTLE: lol, its jj(=
oPx: lol, icic? Nice rite.
weiliang: lol, thanks for tagging! soccer soon!
MELINDA: haha, that bus's holy stuffy!

Non air-conditioned bus.

Anyway, initially wanted to pool just now, but arena wasn't open in the morning, head down to boonlay for lan instead. Left 4 dead(= Damn fun, playing tgt with friends i must say(=

Go out go out go out!~

Gotta go practice guitar, cya peeps! Anw, hows my new blogskin? comment yea?

I suddenly had the mood to blog, just before i sleep early for Manchester United!

Okay, just had a chat with my mom. Just in case i got into a jc(anything can happen yea). I told her that soccer trainings in Jc are generally tougher and busier, hence im in a dilemma-whether or not to join soccer as a cca(assume i get selected). It may be hard for myself to cope yea? *Suddenly all my mood for blogging is gone*

Okay, conclusion. She had no qualms about me taking either soccer, or track and field as CCA.. Just play and study hard if i get into JC i guess?It would ne a much simpler affair if i get in poly- Play hard, pray hard(=

Alright, waking up for united at 4am! Nights everyone!

Will be posting tmr!(=

At the meantime, enjoy my new blogsong!

Okay, time to blog.

Life's pretty much the same since i stopped work, and u bet i fancy this lifestyle. Its carefree, worry-free.

Alright, just wanna share my conversation with dad, before he left for France ytd. (singlish style)

Dad: Cong, Don't be a duck.
Yc: huh?
Dad: See when a duck is on a river, it seem so relaxed, cool, its a calm head.
Yc gives him that wu liao look
Dad: But beneath the river surface, its legs are actually paddling frantically.
Yc laughs and walk away.

Later that night before he left for the airport,

Yc: ... How did you know..?
Dad seemed to be expecting that question, and beamed as he replied:
I am father duck.

yc laughs and wished him bon voyage.

At least someone understands(=


Okay, think im penning down too much of my thoughts already, will try to take more pics, and update on my daily life instead yea?Cya then readers, tag yea?

Tag replies:

siyu: haha, thanks! hope so..all e best to u too!
harry: tag more, lol.
kaitai: haha yea, go jc oso must play! Don't regret when u turn old..There'll be no more chance..?
Olga: haha..yea, not a nice feeling..?
loonzai: haha, i wun be there to snatch ur place..goodluck there!

Just listen.

To ur grandparents.You will sense their fears.

Just listen.

To the sound of your dreams. You made a new friend in urself.

Just listen.

To the uncle in the coffeeshop. You will realise their uncertainty.

Just listen.

To the birds.You will experience their flight.

Just listen.

To a dying matchstick. You will be happy with your fate.

Just listen.

To ur parents. You know they care.

Just listen.

To me. And you will feel my pain..

Actually im still reluctant to study in a poly / jc..So sian, study study study...
Amended my course selections, after seeking some much needed advice/assurance from dad.

Ytd was the day i woke up. I finally went with my mind, not with my heart.. Yea,though it may be better in the long run, im not happy...Sorry.

I still find it warmer to have you guys as friends, over schoolmates.
It only came to the part where its comfortable after a year. Yes, when u have this feeling, u know that its end is near. .Learn to appreciate new shoes, at the same time remember the used one. The one you braved the thick with.. the one that carried you to where u are now..Its the very one u hated.

Yea,anw, anyone really understand? o.o

Labels: guilt.

My death certificate. Now its party time. I will forget everything, everytime..

I woke up today before my alarm clock sound. Hey, i dreamt that im captain of a particular team.LOL. My best dream ever.(=

Jogging in e morning is just like studying infront of the computer. Being at the wrong place at the wrong time kinda motivate me more? I can't jog in a jogging track. I can't study in class.lol.

Hmm.Time to study that bloody JAE booklet again..

Till then, hope i can match ytd's 5posts per day!

Im satisfied with my conclusion from this 3: Ngee Ann, Singapore, JJ. That is a one big FUCK. I'll wake on on the day of the deadline, and select whatever shit that comes into my mind. Okay, anyone wanna play football?

If poly, i'll have 3 months to train. If jc, i have soccer trainings regularly. Well, soccer aint everything though..
My tuition teacher got me this far. I will seek, and respect his advice. I will give a serious thought to what he told me( Manu fan leh, can't be bad in his judgment xD). May all go well..

The happiest moment in my sec1 life came when i got into the sch football team! I still rmb, i was the 16th person to be included in the squad(= I got hyss no. 20! That was all..
I was totally fooled by the coach who assured us that all of us will have a chance to represent the sch in matches. Theres roughly around 20games per year? And after 19games i still did not even make the bench, even though i was the only few to have 100% attendance in soccer.. I was the famous( most efficient) waterboy(=
Alright, and here comes game number 20, with the "Everyone will have a chance to play" still echoing in my mind, i told my parents im finally gonna represent my sch! My mom was proud of me and wished me goodluck as i made my way to sch. I took the pre match warmups seriously. Tied my tightest ever shoelace in life. And soon, the whistle blew. It was not the kick off, its already the final whistle. So its official. I spent the entire year on the bench. Thinking back, its funny i am the only big idiot who believed in coach..

Yea, that night i realised and learnt something. In soccer, you need not to be skillful to be in the team. Good vision, good control, good stamina, an ability to finish- All these qualities are not enough for soccer. Whats essential for u to start a game is ur spikey hair,ur colourful specs and a bad attitude.......

tag replies:

xueling: haha, yea red cliff's nice(=
KRISTLE: haha, thanks alot, and all the best to u!(=

Labels: How my coach destroyed me.

A girl and a guy were speeding over 100km/h on a deserted road on a bike.

Girl: Slow down! we're going way too fast! im scared!

Boy: Come on, don worry i know what im doing alright! Having fun right!

Girl: NO! im really scared! please stop!

Boy: Then tell me u love me.

Girl: I LOVE YOU! now please slow down!

Boy: Give me a hug.

*Girl hugs him*

Boy: Can you help me out here?take off my helmet and put it on u? its bugging me alot.

In the papers the next day: A motorcycle has clashed into a building due to break failure.2 ppl found, but only one survived.

Basically, i found this story on the net. Theres still some explanatory at the end but i omitted it. You wouldn't understand this completely if u still dun understand the story till this point.

haha, any one gg out? Sian leh!

Fishing has got to be one of my favourite pastimes. I love the feeling when the sea breeze brushes lightly against my face.I loved dining by the sea. I loved to gaze aimlessly at the horizon, at the same time look out for faraway ships. I love it when i witness catches from fellow 'fishing ppl over there'? At least it offers myself a glimpse of hope i guess. Since young, i always had a liking towards this sport..It offers a different dimension to that of other sports.

Yea, time to sort out everything by the beach. I will catch my first fish.

Well, am really fed up with all the bloody poly courses =.=

I am really really really really. Lets just say i rather sleep through this whole process.Play football.Hang out with friends, stay with family.. Just relax. Sometimes i think i am too tensed up, rushing when everybody's in a 'relaxed' mood, and urging them to follow and rush. Yea, maybe im too kiasu for a Singaporean. Shall try to relax more, take life less seriously,and be late more often. Yea, maybe i'll live longer that way.

I am thinking of moving to a new blog. And keep this current one for memorial purposes, let this be the journal of the most memorable course of my life?Jus maybe. Most likely to stick with this one though..

Think will be gyming tmr..Feeling abit unhealthy..

Tag replies:

kaixiang: hah, will u be my lawyer?
Olga: haha, easier to think clearly while on bed?no one disturb..Haha, his hands are nth short of claws..
Js: Guitar, football?
siyu: thanks! will link ya soon!
sasfinn: all the best ya, thanks alot(=
ruiheng: hahaha, xiexie xiexie(=

Well, i just got back my results in sch earlier on,luckily my results are in the satisfatory zone.. Now theres a new problem. What sch, what course? Siannnnnnn really sian. Why can;t they just randomly post u to some course and inform u of their decision? Blaz, im not good at deciding these kinda life and death issues..

((((((((((((((((((((((((((((=

My mind is blank now. All i know is that, i am happy. Super happy. I doubt ecstasy can make me feel this way.haha. Well, chelsea fans out there, ur team played well, they are great. But there can only be one winner,thats Manchester United. Go scrape draws with Fulham.(= The same goes for that ham brand, go play with Stoke(=

WOO HOO! Proud to be a ManUtd fanatic! Thanks utd, for making my night(=

That tear today made up for that of 3 years ago..We got our revenge!

Its MANCHESTER UNITED VS CHELSEA!

Will be back online later, if the results goes in the right way.

Sleeping early, think i somehow become sick because of football? After football went into air conditioned location, hence overexerting my body~

Anw, i am a little short of being invincible in today's match?Yea, invisible..

Don't know whats the matter with myself recently, getting more impatient and hot tempered.

Gonna do some soul searching in bed now......Cya guys. Nights(=

Alright, my second Vanguard match tmr, hope to be playing 90mins? I need some match fitness~ I hope i can. Really. Giving my best. bye. Okay, i admit im just an extra.

Am i focused? Hell yea!

Okay,a random post. Yesterday went SP and NP walk walk. Actually i find both of them nicer to walk then jp..Alright, i had this chendol at NP, 60cents. Tastes great! Even if it doesnt, u can't complain yea? 60cents~

Had each a cup's bubble tea too. See that F E D C B A? Know why its there? According to someone(think its loonazi): If ur stop drinking when ur drink stops at a particular mark, say C, means that drink is C graded. So, must finish the drink till A..
The match on tuesday. The injury i suffered. L0L. That mr leow~ lazy elaborate..

Bowling! heh, tio owned by justin =.=

That should be all. Anyone wanna catch Red cliff?

May ignore this post.

Alright, the time has come. For me to make a choice, between throwing a stone, and flying a kite. Both have their pros and cons, but i just can't decide between the two.

Flying a kite may be a boring choice, but it provides a continual and constant 'enjoyment'. Ensures that u stay on track and not wonder off- unlike rock throwing. U throw a rock, and next moment, u have a choice. Whether to continue ur goal, by throwing the stone till it reaches the finish. Yea, when theres a choice, theres a chance that you'll fail..

So how, take that boring kite route? Or the ever fast paced an exciting stone throw?

Alright, stopping here, feeling abit feverish, gonna sleep. Takecare peeps(=

Tag replies:

wenday: will be linking u soon!(=
js: lol, i anything one..?
kaitai: lol, u didnt play that day! U missed the fun.lol
pohkhee: lol, yupp, coooool rite.haha
YANBIN: ahah, thanks! All the best for u too!

Yesterday, it was a day to remember, and a day to forget.. It

Well had a game with the teachers, i think i dun need to type out the scoreline that made me guilty?Most reading would already know i think?
All i can say is im disappointed. Very. The significance of playing against them vanished. Maybe its time. To move on with life.. was my

Anw, on a higher note, we WON 9-1!!!!!!! most forgettable
Basically two stars in the game, the first being jaryl/weiliang, they were commanding in defence, and rock solid! one..
The second one has to be yanqiu, it was a great game for him! He was involved in almost every attack in the second half, bagging in a goal and a few assists..Kudos to him!

The rest of the teammates were great too, yuhong got a hat trick,(me n yh keep exchanging positions, we take turns to be striker, take turn to score, lol)
then js scored 2 and created afew too. His goals damn nice seh! Got class one..the most memorable was the second one, he got past two b4 chipping it over the keeper. Beautiful.

Salute to everyone who played.

Tag replies:

liwen: wow, icic?i didnt noe tt. haha.
Yanqiu: haha, couldnt have done it w/o u guys! U had a great game too!
Olga: thank you thank you(=
xueling: i found out tat news spread like wild fire lol. Thanks alot too!

Okay, later there will be a kalour's match. Vs Teachers. This time as alumni, ex huayians. I must admit, im nervous, and as im typing, my heartbeat is racing.
Cannot like that, must concentrate. Concentrate. Concentrate. Concentrate..Focus.Focus. Focus.
ARh! Its killing me!~!~~!

Alright im gonna be random in my 200th post!

During o lvl time, when asking friends during the late nights, i lazy say out the question, so i took a picture of it and sent it to whoever im asking.hahahaa. Tell me im clever xD
Took this sometime in august? I wanna go donate blood, but they said i can't cause im not 16 yet. Sadddd. I just wanna do something good~Erm, anyone noes that im actually half hakka,half hokkien? That explains the dish above, a hakka traditional meal,many diff veges haha. I love it!
Anw, i have peranakan blood runnning in me?haha, just wanna mention it after watching xiao niang re. Last episode just now, nice show!

Haha, this pic was taken b4 the prelims started, while on bus, saw this chain of colurful raincoats..
Found this during mask hunting! Anyone dares to wear? haha!Thats me!

Alright,takecare my friends, working or not,rmb to drink alots of water, rmb to play.haha.

Tag replies:

Woaps..

Tag replies:

Olga: yep, that song's nice! but i can;t find it anywhr xcept on imeem! lol.
MELINDA: HELLLLLLLLLO~ thanks for tagging!
js: haha, yup, its nice.
Yanqiu: u too, handsome!
siyu: haha. happy new year! Pass by soon!
goiling: lol, xing nian kuai le! (=
finn: haha, happy new year! Still early, dunid belated[;


Okay, abit bored now that im staying at home, not working..But i still prefer homing xD At least i can still see the sun. I can use my com. I need not part with my phone. I have free time!(=

Okay, today morning went to meet loonzai at jp mac, 830am..(contradicting, but i did slept after i homed) I initially cant wake, but luckily loon called me b4 he left for jp, then i rushed down to jp in half an hr! Still, mac's breakfast rules.(=

Homed, onlined, then slept. I miss school life eh! At least during o's everyone will start to mug together, and even if u randomly call someone in your contact list during 4am, that someone wud be awake! haha. Misssss school.. Plan some sort of outings leh? haha.

Alright, i think thats all for this short and random post, just dun wanna see an outdated blog when i log on.

Takecare everyone, till then![:

不要等被愛了以後，才要去愛
Don"t wait to be loved, to love
不要等到寂寞了，才明白朋友的價值、重要
Don"t wait to be lonely, to recognize the value of a friend.
不要非要等到一份最好的工作，才要開始工作
Don"t wait for the best job, to begin to work.
不要等擁有許多後，才開始分享一些
Don"t wait to have a lot, to share a bit.
不要等到失敗後，才記得別人的忠告
Don"t wait for the fall, to remember the advice.
不要等到痛苦了，才開始要禱告
Don"t wait for pain, to believe in prayer.
不一定要等到有時間，才能夠去付出、服務
Don"t wait to have time, to be able to serve.
不要等別人受傷了，才來乞求原諒
Don"t wait until u hurt anyone, to ask for apologies...
也不要，等分開了，才來挽回
... neither separation to make it up.
不要等待
Don"t wait...
因爲，妳不知道等待需要花費多少的時間
Because you don"t know how long it will take.
請記住：友誼像酒一樣，年代越久遠越醇香。
Remember: Friendship is like wine, it gets better as it grows

Read! I credit: http://www.wretch.cc/blog/HAO168/10892197

男孩很花心
但女孩對男孩很專情
女孩很愛雨天 也喜歡淋雨
每當女孩跑出傘外淋雨時
男孩往往也想陪著她一起淋雨
但都被女孩給阻止了
男孩總問：『為什麼妳不讓我陪你一起淋雨呢？』
女孩回答說：『因為我怕你會生病！』
男孩也常會反問她：『如果淋雨會生病的話為什麼你還要去淋雨呢？』
但女孩總是笑而不答
最後往往都是男孩拗不過女孩而答應了她的要求
因為男孩只要看到女孩開心就很快樂
但是幸福的時光總是不長久的
男孩喜歡上另一個女生
喜歡她的程度更甚於女孩
有一天當男孩和女孩在一起吃飯時他提出了分手的要求
而女孩也默默的接受了
因為她知道男孩像風
而風是不會為任何人而停留的
那天晚上　是男孩最後一次送女孩回家
在女孩家的樓下　男孩吻了女孩最後一次
男孩說：『真的很抱歉辜負了你！但是陪妳在一起淋雨的時刻是我最快樂的時光！』
女孩聽完便啜泣了起來
男孩抱著她　許久之後
男孩跟女孩說：『有一個問題我想問妳已經很久了！為什麼每一次妳在淋雨時都不讓我陪著你一起淋呢？』
許久之後女孩緩緩地說道：『因為我不想讓你發現.............我在哭泣！』
那一天晚上 天空又下起了雨...