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Am sick today, hence i stayed at home the whole day to sleep and recuperate. Feeling alot better now(=

Before i go to sleep, i just wanna thank my parents for being there when i needed them. They are the best, the second best, and the third best(= (If you know ronaldo? LOL.). Okay, cut the crap. Thank you dad, thank you mum.

Dad, i always treat him as my best friend, thats why occasionally when i lost my temper, i'll quarrel with him. Sorry~

Mum, taught me the principles to be a person. Need i say more?(=

Time to sleep! School tomorrow!

I end at 2pm though, so if got pool(near my home =X) or something, ask me along..

Keep the tags coming in,will reply in the next post, most probably tomorrow(hardcore blogger eh =X?)

Nights nights. Time to pray..

I hate my school. Corrupted.
Propaganda? Yea, its another factor.

Its tough being alive. I am not happy yea know..? I am sad yea know..? Its not about my sch, whats jc man? No kick actually,if u want to study. Its the life im having now. Mugging till 2am everyday, all because i wanted to have time with friends during weekends. I think i have incredible self-discipline..Who studies till 2 everyday? haha. Raise ur hand, i'll delete this post(=

Okay, im really unhappy.

You know,let me share a real life story with you readers.

I had buddy,who's soft spoken and a tad shy at times,who never had anything in life other than the dream of being happy, and a relaxing future. Money is nothing to him. All he ever want to is to play a game of soccer every now and then, and smile occasionally the ball went into the net. Thats his definition of happiness. The real, and true happiness from deep down, in the heart.
That asshole hated to smile, and so he was perceived to be fierce. Why? Because he thought a smile was superficial. Ain't a smile supposed to be expressed only when one is feeling really happy? Why all those unnecessary movement of face muscles? He felt it was defeating the whole purpose of that powerful tool - When you smile, smile from your heart. Thats what he told me.
Thats just a brief description of my best friend.

And as i speak, that friend of mine continues to hide himself in his room, as if afraid to be exposed to the sun. The Sun in this case, symbolise reality. That setback. Its just too detrimental for someone like him. Its been some time since i last saw him already. I know, i lost a friend.

His name is Yc. If anyone sees him one day, can you please relay a message for me?Is needless to tell him to comeback, i know he wun.

Tell him. "I miss him"


Tag replies:

waisiong: haha, yea. Play again soon(=

kelly. hello rare guest(=

weijie: haha. yea i agree. Thanks, it helps(=

waisiong: oh.haha. yea can see.

benits: haha, my blog is famous for songs u know?lol.

Olga: Need my help? LOLs. jkjk.

MELINDA: LOL, okay. I updated!(=

yvonne: hi! haha yea. Think she forgot or something haha. See u in sch!(=

xueling: haha, yea. I think u like everytime say this?haha. *benits, get wad i mean?* LOL.

I am afraid of dying.

This wonderful life im having, i can't bear to let go..

Football,friends,Family. Couldnt bear to leave them.

I need football! Shivered at the prospect of not having the opportunity to play when i enter the army 2years later. Arh! Scary~

Just some randomness over here, will make up will a formal post tmr yea? Anw, do u guys prefer updates on life, or updates on general topics?

Just my current obsession. Cassadee from Hey Monday! (= I think she looks super pretty when shes serious(=
Another one! Anw, i posted 2 posts, do read both okay~ I am sleeping soon. Bye~ If going out on weekends, call me?(=


Tag more peeps? haha.


Tag replies:

benits: haha, my chi cmi de lah! haha.pass by soon!

benits: (=

weijie: thanks for tagging!

goiling: =)

KRISTLE: LOLs, will u forget that nick ten years down the road?lol.

finn: omg, another one. Thanks for tagging anw.haha

benits: haha,thanks! u tc too.(=

pohkhee: Helllooos(:

weijie: haha, alot better le, xiexie xiexie(=

wil: haha, kk. Yea, may the best team win(=

大家好。我回来了！在这里想对读者说声对不起，读高中的生活有些忙碌，因此没什么时间打理这奄奄一息的日记。请多多体谅（=

就在那狂风暴雨中，我走过了那熟悉的地方。自然而然地，想起了四年前。。
还记得那天也是雨天，妈妈带着紧张的心情送那什么也不懂，还没见过世界的我到巴士车站。是开学的第一天。
还真没想到四年就着么飞过。时间过得真快啊。。以前，１７岁听起来就像个很远的乐园，很美好的地方，日日夜夜都请求上帝让我快快成长，为了就是要能够＂自己出去＂？真是个单纯的想法。。好希望能够回到那一刻，重新交朋友，重新学习..

也许， 这就是所谓的＂失去了才会珍惜＂吧？

所以, 请大家珍惜眼前的一切，千万不要失去了，才发现那东西是对你如此重要，如此珍贵。。
哈哈，就写到这,有些累了.. 晚安各位!

Wow, i finally completed both my GP assignments. To be studying in a JC for 1 month already, i think i can somehow make a judgment- that if u work hard for every subject, its ace-able, except for GP! So far its a nightmare, really must live with a dictionary..


This is another thing i can't live without. I would have had lost my voice if not for this wonderful creation. Okay, to prevent my cough, flu and sore throat for getting any worse then the current one, i shall be a good boy and go to sleep.(=

Realised i pool-ed quite a number of times during this holiday?o.o Its fun! haha. Just a short update over here, i changed my blogsong. '独角戏' a song that i listened to everyday when i was in primary 5 and 6. I hope everyone enjoys!

Meanwhile, i'll be preparing to attend some event that my dad's company organised. Heard its in Suntec?Sort of being informed last min, hence missing class BBQ..Sian.

Okay, i've prepared myself, going out soon. Cya peeps!

Tag replies:

Js: lol.wc.

benits: LOL?

edwin: yea! lol, play again soon! Manu FTW! haha.

waisiong: careful arh. got alot of scams gg about these days..

peiqi: lol, hello(= u all plan bah?My sch starting le, weekends(=

终于找到了用华语来打字的方法了！
好开心一下，因为总觉得用华文来表答自己比较有亲切感？哈哈，不过本人的华文程度是 "CMI" 的，所以请大家多多包涵哦！

一转眼，一个星期的假期就这样飞过了。来临的星期一就考试了！哇，怎么办？还没复习。看来我得加把尽，回到以前 'O' 水准那时的勤奋吧。。想起考试，难免想起中学那时的生活-还真怀念啊。。

最让我感到惭愧还是最勤劳，最买命的物理老师 。她那么拼命，天天留在学校为我们补课，我却不尊敬她，常常逃棵。。还三两天就和她顶嘴。。想想，能够遇到我这种学生，还真的是她的不幸？也真不知怎么开口对她说声对不起，说声谢谢。。

本来还想写下去的，不过夜深了，有点累。我想还是"退休"算了。晚安，晚安。
嗨，还真要开学了。。

I believe.In Manchester United. Lets repeat the feat once more, one better this time.
Glory glory Man United, i love Manchester united!
Those Manchester United fans that don't understand the way football goes about, please keep your comments to yourself. Its an eyesore, and 'ear sore'. Because you obviously don't understand football.
It was disgusting trying to converse with them in football language. They just don't understand. Please, go and play badminton instead. Don't say Giggs is lousy. He is a potential player of the season! Say, go criticize some badminton player with the name that resembles fort siloso.(=



Sorry peeps, another random post? Will reply tags soon. Keep them coming in!

Slotting it home, the crowd erupts as they chant your name. Swallowing the tears back, you skid across the turf, and close your eyes. Soaking in the atmosphere, letting the ecstasy engulf you. "Glory glory man utd!" They cheered. You can no longer control your emotions as tears uncontrollably exploded.. Thats where it stops. The dream.



Yesterday was js's birthday,Happy birthday! Friends came my house for a mini gathering cum celebration, it was the first time so many friends came to my humble home, and i felt honored to be the host. A warm feeling indeed( emotionally, and physically).
Basically, they ate, they sang, they played. (=
Sorry for the lack in variety of songs! My house is not kbox you know =X

And i was quite stunned to see so many people in my house, was abit unprepared? Cause i only host the venue, unsure about the number of people and who was coming. LOL. Anw,sorry! My house is untidy =X

Received quite a number of pictures from jaslyn( I didnt know theres a photographer?) , but wun be uploading all as its abit time consuming?

Group photos...

The pic above is the nicest yea?
Okay, i duno why we decided to lift kristle, but if my parents see my playing with furniture, they sure appeal me out of jc! To kindergarten that is..

After everything, me,js,jh,yl and pq went to play pool at arena..
Jh!
That close to going in..Thats me! With a very funny facial expression..
Thats all for this post, stay tuned for the next one~ I appreciate tags. thanks(=

Tag replies:

Yanqiu: lol, not on purpose dude. haha.saw u just now! lol.

siyu: lol, i like that one,haha. But parents need to give angpow. haha

liwen: haha, yea! Stylo rite. haha.

Estee: okok(= thanks alot!

oPx: haha. (= Just venting my frustrations. haha..

Olga: haha! Make me look like villain lols.

zorine: thanks! haha, its nice rite(=

waisiong: haha yup. Understand football..agree agree(=

xueling: it is to let u readers to have a nicer reading experience at my blog? lol! sound so wei da o.o?

kaitai: haha, chilled. Yea, may the best team wins(=

benits: lol, hellos, happy birthday! lol.

harry: wow, rare tagger! thanks for tagging!

YANBIN: hahah, yea! nice right! lol. I actually want change already, nvm, next time i intro more nice songs! lol.

daren: lol, that a funny one.haha.

The moment the final whistle sounded, i received 3 or 4 taunting msgs. I was like "What the fuck!?" Who taunted you guys when you guys lost to boro last week? Did i even taunt you guys when we won 3-0 last season? What about the double draw with stoke this season? Show me any msg i sent to taunt you? What the hell, when u all lose, you all complain that you all should not have lost, i nothing to say. But please,on the rare occasion that you all won, dun be a bad winner.

Nvm, when Manu win the epl later this year, i'll treat those liverpool fans and we'll celebrate tgt(= And please, don't disgrace urselves to the other liverpool fans with your childish behavior. Sadly, I can only conclude that you don't understand football well enough to even make a supported argument."Dun need wear manu jersey la u.So shame.Lose until like that. Even dossena can score" What is this? I can only smell soul grapes. How can wearing the jersey of the current World, European, and English Champians be shameful? Please grow up. Even now i did not say wearing the jersey of Liverpool would be shameful. But please, before you criticise other clubs, look at the top of the table now. Spell the name you see on top.
So, please don't support liverpool and football if you don't understand it. You end up disgracing ur fellow liverpool fans that understand football.

What happened yesterday left me totally disgusted. I am goona buy a liverpool flag and burn it in front of you when they lose.


*Cools down.*

Okay, back to blog finally. Holidays will officially begin tomorrow. Hope to have fun this few days! haha. Who wanna go out? lol

Okay, am in a very very very bad mood right now, heartbeat is still freaking fast. Arhh. I need to calm down. *Cools* Haisssssssssss. Really no mood to blog now. Sorry peeps. Will blog soon after my manu hangover.

Attended a wedding of a relative just now, and it was the coolest wedding i have ever attended! Anyone ever served by dancing waitresses? haha, damn funny and cooooool. The waiters and waitresses came out in pairs, carrying the food as they dance to the tune of the romantic music. Nice.

And there was a time during the wedding when they showed the 'highlights' of what happened in the morning, when the groom went to fetch his bride. The groom sang 'yue liang dai biao wo de xing'.Nothing special, except that he sang it on the ground floor, and his girl was still waiting to be fetched at home, right up in the HDB flat. haha, it was damn loud.

After that, he proceed up, and was made to eat wasabi sandwitches before they open the main gate,.But the wasabi was err...i think you can call that wasabi with bread instead?Holy shit, he managed to down it. Kudos to the power of love.
So, the main door was opened, and now there all 3 locked doors(one of it which the bride was in). That poor groom needs to complete a task for each door to be opened~ Oh, i wanted to watch but the video was fast forwarded~ The food was served after that.

It was the best wedding i witnessed so far in life?haha..



Just a random pic taken an hour ago, because i want my blog to have some colours.haha.

Gtg, quite tired from everything today.

Tag replies:

xue ling: haha, yea thanks for tagging and pass by soon!

haohao: lol, thanks thanks alot for ur support(= Just expressing what i feel.

Js: yea, i'll stand around the jetty instead next time, and learn from pros.

Js: lol, such a conincidence, anw, is u same time as jh ba?

Olga: haha, thats y, nv play dead..

waisiong: lol, yea! song bo.

Usually, when u see me stern looking( i think its called fierce looking), its because i am focused on my goal, i am pumped up and all ready to go. So focused that i actually constantly planning and visualizing what i'll be doing a week, or even months ahead..
But,
Sometimes on the rare occasion that you do see me smiling, its not because i archived my target, its because i am enlightened, to understand that i do not make the cut..

Aiya, to sum it up, just make a wish when you see me smile, i assure you that you wun see a meteorite in Singapore's sky.(=

Lets go into today's topic. I just wanna ask a very simple question: How many of you actually gave up your seat to another person while you were on the MRT?
I am sure, if not confirmed, that everyone reading this would have had done the "so called" simple act.
I am curious, what actually is running through one's mine when he/she gives up his or her seat? When i was younger, all i ever thought of was was that i did a good deed by letting a person who needs the seat more than me to sit. But now, as the complexity of my mind grew, i became more reluctant to give my seat up.

Why?Heres why. Anyone of you here actually thought about what the 'benefactor' is thinking? What if he/she have a high self esteem and deems him/herself as fit and 'not old'? Will the act of giving up your seat be rude if thats the case?Isn't it the same as shooting him or her right in the face, telling him/her "you are old!"?
There is one such incident, i was siting down on the train when someone 'old' came into the train. I wanted to give up my seat, but hesitated. Then,in a matter of seconds, someone(in their 40s?) offered their seat, and that 'old' lady managed to seat down, before complaining that youths nowadays don't respect their elders. Shes not refering to me,but, as a youth, aint i giving her my utmost respect by not shooting her straight in the face that shes old?(I am not angry here, just confused) So people actually weigh the 'physical' side of respect more than the 'emotional' side of it? Don't know, i think my mind is alien. ~.~

Thats all for this post, last day of school tmr! Who wanna go out on friday?

Tag replies:

zorine^^: hellos, pass by soon! haha.

waisiong: haha, except on friday?

Kaitai: lol, relax, can one. Sometimes when i can't cope, i just switch off and relax for a day, then the next day find a pro to clarify problems.lol. That nick u start one lol.

oPx: hahah, thats my only pride and glory okay! lol, yea la, u always nv do the it duties one! lol..

xueling: wah thanks thanks, only u wish me lol. u wish me at 12am plus somemore lol.

pohkhee: think of that word and tag again? haha. improve english(=

rq: haha, enjoy it while u can, changing it soon..

ZIJIE: hi sista! lol, jkjk..

Heloo everybody.

I really v v v v v v v sian. Dont feel like studying for my testsssssssss. ZZZ.

Anw, march holidays are coming, call me go out leh? I wanna eat sakura..who want eat?

Thats all for this short post. Going to sleep soon, tmr sch.. Anw, jc can use handphone one, so anyone v bored, spam me! ty to any kind soul in advance. Becuz, im v bored ~.~

Just felt like blogging.

Since i have nth to blog about, i shall try to list down some memorable events in life (=
It'll be in point form.

From as far as i can remember,

When i was just 3 years old, i got my dad into deep trouble when i went out with him. Heres why: I was walking behind dad and some uncle carrying a bowl of hot soup accidentally spilled it onto me. I cried like theres no tmr, and i know dad feels guilty,and even more guiltier after mom expressed her disappointment in him for not taking good care of me. Come to think of it, its 14 years ago O.O

When i was 6years old, i won my first trophy in kindergarden. First hor, see below, gold colour one(=
I went up on stage for the first time! I scored an aggregate of 298/300 and was second in class. LOL.

I got into jurong west pri the following year.

At the age of 10, i was formally introduced to this game called football. I gave up my basketball dream and went for football instead. I played everyday, everytime..
And during tt time, theres this 'i dun wanna friend u' trend, and unfortunately i was the one being singled out as the v special kid. All because i wore those (short)FBTs to play soccer.

I had 'yang cong' as my nickname, and yea tts why i laughed when something similar happened in hyss lol.

When i was 11, i took part in my first fight. They bullied my brother, so i had no choice but to show them my golden fists. But sadly, a pair golden fists were not sufficient for 7 people, and i guess the outcome should be predictable. I didnt sleep tt night. I had to change my body language so as to protect myself.( Thats y they say i walk like gangster?haha, too bad, now its too late to change. )

I forgot wad happened when i was 12?PSLE~

Okay, 13.14. I got into hyss and into class 1/2e5. I think i need not say much barh..But i seriously think that 2e5's e one of the most united Sec2 classes in our cohort? Which class still have frequent meetups and gatherings? haha. I love 2e5. Oh ya, we topped e sec 2 cohort in interclass soccer okay! Me js kt shahid daren thedric darren are in the team..But we didnt went to collect our medal )=

15. I got into class 3/4e2, thats v different from my previous class and i took sometime to get used to everything. Formed a team called kawa, and i was one of the more important players in e team tt time. We got trashed 6-0 by the teachers ahha. And on 12th of may that fateful year, i broke my leg and all hell broke loose. Sunk into a semi depression for like 3months b4 i actually woke up?lols. And b4 i knew it, 2007 came to an end. **oh ya, sorry mdm yeo, for my attitude problem..Will set up visualiser for u anytime, sms me i go fix! lol.

I was 16! I officially made my comeback into soccer, and miraculously scored in 9 consecutive games.. One of my greatest achievements in life so far lol. Had lots of fun in class and with friends, and soon its o lvls. MUGGG~ * And although didnt really noe everyone in class, i still treasure 4e2.lol.

17! Gave up on soccer, and was admitted into my current sch. Am missing my previous class, my previous sch..

BUT, today i super super happpppppppy! Because its friday!
This pic, looks as if im celebrating my birthday? nvm, everyday is my birthday. lol.

Shall end on a high note. cya all! DO tag!


Tag replies:

YANBIN: lol, v v clear and bright right!
finn: lol, can la, not obvious?
Kaitai: Abit bz with school work, but still managable. Hows life?
haohao: lol, relax, jk only?haha. Unless......
pohkhee: harrlo!
YANBIN: lol, YEA FINALLY! (=

Wait! If i go sleep = need go sch soon!?

Felt my buay steadiness? !@#$%^&!!!??

Back to blog.

4 more days to weekend(= ( i very optimistic one LOL)

Today went for 100m sports heats, and dammit, im unfamiliar with the position i must position myself b4 sprinting, and 2 secs after the race started, i stumbled and nearly fell -.- Luckily i chiong-ed back a little, got around 5th position.. Top 4 all J2s ( wow, what an excuse to lose )..

Aiya, !@#$%^& why did i have to stumble!!!@#%&*

Okay, i calmed down. Life in JC is getting busier as the days flew by, i hope i can cope. I think im becoming more and more buay steady recently, you need to stop all this nonsense yc! Losing all my concentration on everything.. Where is that motivation/drive/passion to improve? YC, please come back..

I know the problem is with me, i have always been introverted, to the extend that i lost a great great friend, in myself..

Okay, gotta go do my homework~ ( Lifeless jc kid -,- ) I am counting down to weekend! Once i wakeup the next morning, it will 3 more days! Aiya, i go sleep ba, dun study. Study finish still 4 days lol. kk cya all. do tag! Now still lazy reply tags..

Refreshing to see pics in my blog huh? haha.

Okay, im back to blog.

Just received a call and they told me i was down for 100m on monday. Crap, that buay-steadiness is coming back to me. Feel abit time wasting to even wait till 530pm for that event. Aiya, nvm, i will just go..

Anw, i just decided to go ahead with my leg surgery this year, still picking a date. Lets just get over with it man, i don't wanna live in the shadow of it anymore..

Tag replies:

haohao: I didnt know u r a girl?