Tuesday, July 28, 2009
To think of it, I was physically trashed by the opponent's striker while I was playing in defence during the last game. I was always a step slower, and cannot even get into the game. My pushes and body checks were nothing against him,he brushed them off like I was just touching him man ZZZ. I am not about to give up. Wait man, I'll be a giant one day.
Anyway, good morning! I just woke up at a prime time of 258am(=
Feels great to be able to blast music in the dead silence(=
I don't feel like going to school tomorrow )=
Monday, July 27, 2009
In the end, neither of the equal signs are removed. =)=. Uncertain that is. I think it is called numb?
Recently, the bus I was on reached HYSS, and I began to have flashbacks. Those times when we'll rush down to the canteen and buy a 'pau' or two, then rushed back to the parade square to play soccer! Then there'll be people watching from upstairs.Super memorable in my point of view.
Then there'll always be Kalour's match! I remembered that time when we're playing against the teachers, the whole of 3rd and 4th storey was full at a point of time! Wow, the best motivation in the world is when you are able to play infront of your schoolmates,classmates,friends.(=
My friends and I will usually head to $1.5 chicken rice to have our lunch after school(It adds up to 4bucks after add ons). We slacked,chatted and relaxed there. School is really fun then! Still remember that during lessons when js and I didnt do our homework and the teacher was checking, we'll walk around with a blank piece of paper and pretend to discuss the questions with our classmates who were not sitting in the same area! Then after the teacher walked away from our seating place, we'll then proceed back, with glee in our faces.LOL.Please give us a round of applause.HAHA.
To think of it, I was actually a subject rep and AVA head last year, kinda unbelievable yea?I think thats the reason its not mentioned in my testimonia..
PS: SCREW BLOGGER.
Saturday, July 25, 2009
Love and hate;
happiness and unhappiness;
One similarity, that is only a fine line in between.
"Don't worry, its just a game". Any one of you realises that its only the winners who say that?It is only a game if you won.
For the ones on the losing side, its more than a game. Its a battle of pride-and they lost.They fought with all their might and lost, only to be told that "its just a game".The immediate interpretation is that their opponents did not even take them seriously.Just imagine how much it damages one's pride. Think before you talk the next time(=
If I said that I am not scared of tomorrow, I'll be joking. I just out of the toilet from the ever reproducing butterflies in my stomach..Nevous that lots of people above 20years will be playing tomorrow ~.~ . There'll sure be unpleasent encounters.
"=)=" So which equal sign will i remove tomorrow?I will not pray this time.Its up to myself, to try my best.To do my best.
Tag replies:
KRISTLE: LOL, no la.Where got ppl like other ppl shouting in their ears one! lol.
IP MAN: wow, thanks for tagging man!
zhehao: ahahaha yea la! power la him
KELLY: wah u miss me ar?LOL! okok sure sure,meet soon(=
zorine: LOL, chawamushi owns right! haha.Buffet can eat till shuang(=
zhehao: hahahahahah.U REMIND ME OF SHARON!XD
Friday, July 24, 2009
Well, I reached a point in life whereby people whom I talk to tend to give me advice that is correct,but undesirable in my point of view.Just ask any slacker
if they if knew that studying is important. Of course they know right?Who doesn't?Get the picture?
This blog is slowly becoming an outlet for me to express my inner self,for me to reflect on things i've done. I am proud to announce that I improved as a person-The one who cannot control his temper,the one shouting as if he's king on the pitch,and the one who is always full,and living above himself.
On the other hand, its judgement day this sunday. This time, its on a whole new level,a whole new platform. Already quite sure of the result already though.. I know everything I experienced and learnt will be put to the test. Just a promise to myself. I started this race, good or bad, its the decisive leg. Give it my best shot I ever had in the whole of my life! I freaking swear! God bless us.
Tag replies on next post! Gonna sleep soon.Nights.
Thursday, July 23, 2009
Munchung taught me a new trick in soccer! Usually i prefer to play simple, without any 'stuns',but tricks and skills are really needed man, all my friends damn pro. Woo, gonna work hard in perfecting it..
Don't really have the mood for the competition on 26th already. Too bad, i have to get my 70bucks back...
Saturday, July 18, 2009
Great to see them all, its been awhile since i last saw them? But alot of them is missing, due to some miscommunication and lousy organisation skills I have in my sleeves.Sorry to those who cant make it and those not called! Sort of last min. )=
Next time, there'll be everyone(=
Was super full after the buffet, I ate like more than 10 cups of chawamushi! For those who don't know what it is, it is bascially steamed egg. All of us sat in a circle to play games. Thats when i realised the sensation of kristle screaming in your right ear, and sasfinn in your left is not something you get to experience everyday! LOL. Like dolby surround sound like that haha!
Took some photos and slacked around. Finally homed.
Okay, did i mention that we'll be participating in a street soccer competition Sp organised? Next sunday, and its approaching fast! My fitness is not up to the required mark yet... Work hard yc!
Tag replies:
liwen: haha, okay you you(=
rq: haha, you know why?when u are having break, im already released! LOL.
Yanqiu: haha, thanks! Glad to know that theres ppl liking my posts(=
Wednesday, July 15, 2009
Reached home and mummy shared with me something that underlines my innocence in today's world. Will you save someone's(A total stranger) life if you are the only one who can? Yes of course. But what if it poses a significant amount of threat to you yourself too? Tough decision eh? I can't make up my mind.
Maybe I am afraid of death itself.
Maybe.
Sharing is joy. How true. I ought to be less selfish and open myself more to people. I have a weird habit of thinking that one who actually cares about me and ask about my life is
interrogating me. Boohoo. I need to change and improve to be a better person in all aspects.Hence, I came up with a theory(sadly):
Soccer is life, but life is not soccer..
Tag replies:
Olga: hahaha. Good things dun last i suppose?
liwen: haha, optimistic reminds me of isketch! LOL
Melinda: haha. Cuz blogger dun allow me to upload pictures! So I had to use photobucket instead.. Anw long time no see!
goiling: haha! yup i bought it(= Quite nice to wear leh lol.
haohao: LOL, i got credit you leh, of cuz nice la!
haohao: haha, not scary i freak out? LOL, cya on fri.
sasfinn: haha, thanks! LOL, yea.
zhehao: HAHA, but sadly we didnt we time to present!
haohao: lol, yea nice.
Kaitai: haha, donated at near my hse's community centre. Got donation drive. hahaha, agree!
haohao: haha, yea lor. Once bitten, twice shy?
meiqi: haha, im not sad la(= Just enlightening haha. Thanks ar!
Tuesday, July 14, 2009
Just half a month ago, the deadline I set for myself 5 years ago expired. Then, I was an ignorant 12 year old who believed that I could play football as good as anyone on earth, and i even dreamt about migrating to England so as to play for their national team. Wild? Yea. Its all about soccer soccer and soccer. Its pointless, being such a fanatic, and actually not exceling in it. Try as I might, theres still a personal limit. The talk about stretching your limit is bullshit. It is just that when people reach 80% of their potential, they thought it was their maximum. They gradually improved and reach 85 %. This is not pushing your limit.Its reaching your limit. Determination is a vital element if one wants to reach his/her limit, but not the formular for stretching it. In order to reach that holy state of 105%. One needs lots of experience, that 6th sense in life that is always eluding. Often, when people aquire that magical 5% of potential, saddly, all their other attributes had diminished with the years.
101% is impossible.
Impossible = IM possible? Another bullshit.
Lets just say that some idoit harbours a dream of wings growing out from his back and him flying in 2mins. Tell him Impossible = im possible. Talk about motivating quotes..
Life till now is mostly associated with soccer. Personal setbacks, goals, achivements. So now I am approaching the 17th landmark in life, and I am aware of the drastic consequences if I do not wake up soon.I know. I don't need anyone to remind me that. After all, its been in every part of my life. Just a little more time...And I'll be fine(=
I know its time to get more matured.
I must take into account of what my actions will cause.
I must be a more family oriented person.
Do more sensible stuffs.
Not take things too seriously sometimes.a
Sleep earlier.
Help out in housework daily.
Be more hardworking and serious in school work.
Respect others, and people respect you.
Save more money for rainy days.
Lastly, be happier.
Sunday, July 12, 2009
The overwhelming sense of achivement can never be described, I saved 3 lives(=
People, donate blood! You'll never know how important your blood is to someone who desperately needs it to live. Why not lend a helping hand if you can? What goes around comes around(=
After donating my blood, went for soccer and its a disaster! LOL, after just 5mins I am experiencing the type of tireness I expect to feel after 2hours? haha, not enough blood,not enough oxygen and not enough energy to run LOL. Run awhile, giddy, rest. The cycle repeats =(
Okay, I need to sleep and rest and let my body recover. Bye bye~
Thursday, July 9, 2009
So while the other groups are presenting, me and zh chionged the powerpoint slides! LOL, a good 17 slides in less than an hour eh! HAHA, proud of our work!(=
After school went to Sumo house eat again, and headed home soon after.
Rested awhile at home before going to swim with Ryan LOL. A good 20 laps after years of not swimming! haha. Super tired now, gonna rest early today...
Wednesday, July 8, 2009
I think this basically protrays soccer as what many many people think of it as-Dangerous and whatever negative associations?Although its the sport that I am passionate in, I must agree that most people playing are not linked with the word good. ! I had my fair share of negative influences from football too =X
Got back afew of my results in school already, quite satisfied ba? I GOT STUDY OKAY! lol. The only module thats worrying is Computer Programing..I didnt study for it at all? Not a really important module though, if i can get a B for it, can celebrate already! ahaha.
On the other hand, I think I am going for my first blood donation drive on saturday! Right before soccer lol. Donate blood already then go soccer. I want to save lifes(=
Monday, July 6, 2009
In the dream, it was after a soccer match and my team and I are celebrating a victory..Then we headed to the mrt and boarded the train. It reached my stop, I bid goodbye and as i made my way out of the cabin, i noticed something at the corner of my eye. Oh, just my sock that fell out of my bag. I went to pick it up, but accidentally dropped it again.This time, while bending down for my sock, i clashed with another passenger and his phone dropped. After hastily picking up everything, i came out of the train.
This was when i realized that the passenger i clashed with have the same phone as I have, and i picked up his phone instead. Wanting to get my phone back, i dialed my no. using the passenger's phone, which someone picked up. After explaining that what i did was not on purpose, i heard something very familar.Oh, its my ringtone. Its my phone.Its on the mrt tracks. SO WHO THE HELLLLL IS ON THE PHONE JUST NOW?ZXZXZXZX!
Then, suddenly the my phone(thats on the tracks) rang louder as an MRT approaches..The view i had turned darker and redder..
THIS IS WHEN JH SMS-ED ME AND WOKE ME UP FROM THE DREAM! SOME FRIENDSHIP SMS SAVED ME! HAHAHA. THIS IS WHAT FRIENDS ARE FOR YEA? LOL!
Saturday, July 4, 2009
Woo, loon's pasta. Looks nice yea?
Loonzai! haha.
Hmmmmmm.
HAHA.I duno whats he doing.
LOL, ps ar, im lazy to resize the pictures..
The fish and chips there is holy nice.haha, u can even choose the type of fish u want?lols. Worth the money(=
Today went to play soccer with friends! Long time never play already and it feels as if I am reborned! Super shiok!
That once taken for granted touch is on the verge of returning, and i swear i can feel it, slowly but steadly. Finally reaping the rewards after a somewhat 'hardcore in my league' training. Come back!
I learnt something today.That is to never to live in your past. I once fell from a high flight of steps, I kept boasting about how nice it was to be up there, while silently crying in the night..How was it possible to reach the other side in time now that I had fallen? It was until today that i realized, I have fallen into an underground pass.
Random!
Tag replies:
haohao:haha, nice right the food there(=
jaslyn: haha, glad that got ppl agree with me!
oPx: haha, yea. Thats the bad part about living in an urban environment..
liwen: LOL! scardy i need redo! haha
waisiong: haha, yea. But without the ball, the field is not the field(=
Loonzai: haha, nice then put as blogsong one mah! haha.
meiqi: HAHA, yea! I super agree with you! I thought no one will have this kind of mentality one! haha. Finally found someone! lol.
Thursday, July 2, 2009
Just back from school after taking my c programing test. I think i'll either just pass, or just fail? haha. Super happy that the tests are going to be over soon! Soon, it'll be soccer, soccer and more soccer(=
Kinda slack today, reached school just in time for the paper. Was doing the paper w/o any stress as i did not study the night before. haha. Hope i can get full marks for the " Attitude and participation " section(= haha.
Went to sumo house for lunch with zijie and zhehao, chatted and homed. Katsudon is loved! Cheap, nice. Everyone should go try!
Now I am browsing through my songs for a new blog song, but i realised all nice songs kristle already put as blogsong le. aiyo~ So i decided to showcase some of my english songs!
Going to train soccer later, anyone wanna join me?
Wednesday, July 1, 2009
Actually, i prefer to think that I am having a 4 week holiday instead of 3, just that the last week of holidays is exams? HAHA, self consolation. Like that I will feel slacker and happier. HAHA!
Arhhh! School is boring.(You will understand if you are in my school) I've been complaining and complaining until I feel its needless to elabourate already..Random: Strong urge to form a new team in sp! Feel like gathering some pros together and form a team to go own the school team! LOL, imagine a team with no one selected for the school team, beats the school team? I am out to humiliate them, wait for me school team!
I feel that life is getting more and more boring, less and less outings with friends, less and less time for friends. Organise more outing yea? Cherish this 2/3/4 years. For the guys, we will all be serving NS soon, and after NS, work. No more time! Need to find one gf to get married already! HAHA.
Just being super random lol. Tomorrow's c programing already, I don't wanna study that module, completly nothing to do with my module. Just pass can already.
Keeping my blog alive, cya peeps!