memoirs

It will probably be the last chance I have in my entire life to represent a school. I will not hide anymore. I am tired of hiding.
Next Wednesday. I will acknowledge my lousiness if I fail.







Lets get it right this time.. Dear me, its time to face your fear.. Time to wear PREDATOR!

heh, but most likely fail la.

Its hard to go to school. I mean it.

First, they cut away all the trees. 600 meters under the sun is no joke, so i changed my route to the mrt station. Due to road constructions, they fenced up my new route. Hence,I need to find another route. I finally did- Through the carpark..Down to the playground.. Past the basketball court. And yea. Thats my latest route. Recently, they blocked the main road leading to my lastest route. WHAT THE HELL~ Now im damn sure, something up there with the authority wanna prevent me from going to school.

Heck, I need a GPS.

School is slowly draining my energy away.

I reached home at about 12pm today, slept till 7pm, had dinner. Its 1020pm now. I am tired. Nice.
Thats how much i need to sleep for 4 hours of school LOL.

Anyway, i sort of like this sem! The modules are more theory based as compared to last sem's :D I'm more of a theory guy, so i have a little more confidence as compared to last sem (=


Awwww. This pic woke me up haha.

Alright, thanks to the picture im able to continue typing. School ended at 830pm yesterday. Its a nice feeling to walk home from the mrt station- The cool breeze, the good music, the quiet estate..

I realised how fast things change. I am no longer the old me last year.

I'll try to update more. Everyday perhaps? Try. So that I'll remember me.

Yo.

First day of school ended.

I am glad. More of relieved? Cause the dreaded module's lecturer's a good one! Interesting one to be exact. He's hardcore soccer and MANCHESTER UNITED fan :D I am glad to point out a weird but true statistic. For any subject a "soccer fan" taught, my past records all A LOL. I know im ridiculous. U see theres link. I tend to be more respectful and interested u see. HAHA.
Its the first time a teacher challenged us students to a soccer match on the first day of school.. haha. Turned me on instantly! hahaha.

The bad thing is.. Its the hardest module.=X Honestly im not really having high expectations of myself.. But lets just work hard yc.. =)

This sem is finally starting. Time's ripe for me to be chionging in almost every aspect in life. In order of importance: Studies, Friends, Soccer, Guitar. Lets prove that we can play hard, and study hard as well. (=

Bought my boots! Predator! Its my 4th year wearing my old boots already(super durable (=) and hence decided to get a new one! Super comfortable , i strongly recommend!

Finally got this book too.

Good week! But bad for the wallet..

Gonna practice my guitar already.. Bye~

I am crazy. Because I can play soccer by myself. No thats not the point. I played soccer with myself happily.
Sometimes, its not the amount of training, but the way u train.. This holidays, i practised alot on awareness in the mind. Talented players use all kinds of skills (step overs etc),they go past players with their skills.. But im not talented. I chose to train on awareness. Its about physics. One very simple and easy example is by dribbling towards the direction where the opponent came from. Its common sense right? Its generally more difficult to brake and then sprint back to the starting position. haha.

I think there'll be less than 3 ppl who read my blog and actually not bored by now..If you're still reading on, good luck! :D

The skillful player can dribble past opponents himself. "Awareness" player needs the help of his teammates..As distractions to the opposition. To put it in more simple terms, a player high in awareness can dribble past opponents with ease in a 11 a side match..But not in 1 v 1 situations. Get it? Awareness is in the mind. Skill is technique.

Training on skill = sweat it out in the field..
Training on awareness = lying on bed and think :D
Great yea.. I am proud to say that im on the bed till 2pm everyday! HAHA. Actually the above chunk of words are just the buildup , the bottomline is.. Even though im on the bed for so long, i still train! HAHA. serious!

Bye.

Back to blogging!

Went to watch kidnapper with my family just now.. Great for a Singapore movie :D Its just that a certain cinema in west mall have seats too "small" for me. I am unable to rest my neck throughout the movie =.=

Anyway..


My recent addiction! SNSD (Y)

Life's been boring!
I realised I need commitments to stay "fresh". Training maybe? Low cost and healthy! :D But then again, i don't think I have the determination to really start training? I am a low determination freak~

Mummy suggest that I go be a part time tutor. Primary school maths maybe? Shouldn't be much of a problem for me(The problem sums)? I'll see how it goes.. Year 2 is starting in 2 weeks time and I must really get into the mood for war! Sem A 9 modules! My target for this sem is to attain As for every module except GEMS! HAHA. Sadly, the probability of that happening is equivalent to 0.0012763942. =X I'll just do my best (=

Some tags to motivate me?

2.24am now! Time to sleep! Nights~

Soccer today was great!

Felt alot fitter as compared to the previous few games already :D



I made a promise to myself today. To be more selfish:

To think for myself more.
To make decisions based on my own interest..
To not follow the crowd.. Whats the point of living if its just about blending into the surroundings?
Whats the point of living if all of your decisions are based on others' expectation on you?
Wheres the purpose of living if you gave up something that meant alot, all because you don't wanna disappoint someone?

Today I made a promise..To live life for myself...