Friday, December 21, 2007
z
i think im crazy.
im forcasting something bad.
im actuali thinking of wad im gona do if i break it again.
siao de me! zzz.
z mutiply by 1000000000
hais. PLEASE la.
make me more bloodly confident,, make all those crap displays dissappear.
grant me the ability to fight for wad i want.
n if i give 110% fighting for it,, make tt wish come true.
tt desire is more dn tt of many ppl,, n those who 'all talk no action. '
my christmas wish?
not more money,, not branded goods or so on. juz to be happy n nth else. simple. give me the reason to cheer for,,
to celebrate. to overwhelm 'excitment '
within me n make me sleepless at night.
long time since i really experienced joy.
i realie envy those tt find true happiness n a goal in life. y they cn i cnt sia.
i need to bring it back. but i do not hav enuff strength. ok i need strength.
how?
im forcasting something bad.
im actuali thinking of wad im gona do if i break it again.
siao de me! zzz.
z mutiply by 1000000000
hais. PLEASE la.
make me more bloodly confident,, make all those crap displays dissappear.
grant me the ability to fight for wad i want.
n if i give 110% fighting for it,, make tt wish come true.
tt desire is more dn tt of many ppl,, n those who 'all talk no action. '
my christmas wish?
not more money,, not branded goods or so on. juz to be happy n nth else. simple. give me the reason to cheer for,,
to celebrate. to overwhelm 'excitment '
within me n make me sleepless at night.
long time since i really experienced joy.
i realie envy those tt find true happiness n a goal in life. y they cn i cnt sia.
i need to bring it back. but i do not hav enuff strength. ok i need strength.
how?