memoirs

The drive in life ain't there. There were moments when i wanted to throw in the towel, and just let myself explode. I lead a tiring life, though not as drastic as compared to those in less developed countries, its enough to drain my motivation away..

Nvm, actually nothing really happened. Thats why. Nothing happened. My life ain't supposed to be empty.. Going out everyday-It really isn't what i want. Soccer- Though i find pleasure and satisfaction in the game, it occasionally puts me under lots of pressure.

Heh, i wanna go fishing. Its not the fish, its the sea. The wind blows together with those waves of melancholy, enabling you to think clearer and hence reflect on the past. Yes, its during those times that you really grow. Which is a bad thing.

I am set on having a carefree life. Whats more important than being happy? Happiness eluded me for years. I am, I will get it back into my life.

Why i love sad songs. This is the reason.