memoirs

Helpless. The only word i can use to describe how i felt when my name was not called. Totally heartbroken, it was alike being rejected by the one you love in front of hundreds of people.
Searched for my jacket, but i left it at home.
I was desperate to cover that jersey, that name printed on my back..I disgraced myself,and most importantly, my team with that performance.Sorry.
Wanna apologise to myself, i destroyed that only thing that appealed to me..

Okay, anw i was cheered up when i thought about United's win earlier today.(= Anyway, I had a nightmare ytd:
Wayne Ronney was subbed out, and after disagreeing with the referee's decision on the pitch when he was at the stands, he was given a yellow card! OMG, and that meant that he would miss the Champions League Final. That dream was so real that i need to confirm his eligibility with my friends..Phew.

Back to serious business. So now what? From Sec1 to J1 to Poly, its the first time im not selected for soccer. Damn it, damn it, damn it. Now i am cca-less, with no talent in anything else.How? I need to chill and prepare for next year's trials.
我真是没用,连自己最喜欢最珍惜的东西都搞成这样..

So,how?

Munchung's Bag,Laptop,Handphone and Wallet was stolen in school. I believe in Karma, that theif will somehow get punished. May God curse you.

Haha, i feel that "Pork Flu" sounds funnier and nicer compared to "Swine Flu"! lol.

Tag replies:

xueling: lol, my english B3 only! lol.

zhehao: I linked ya!(=

YANBIN: hahah, yea! Whn i hvn money lol.

Olga: lol,i shy mah. haha. Next time(=

meiqi: lol, okok.thanks, appreciated(=

xueling: haha, never see icecream b4 huh?lmao. yea yea agree(=

finn: lol, y shocked? nth much mah lmao.

KRISTLE: lol, you changed the most! Grow so tall already.lol.

xueling: lol, like v long time already?