memoirs

Ever felt your heart froze upon knowing/hearing a bad news?Woah, although it wasn't a good thing to begin with, I really missed the feeling of those waves of sadness crashing onto me. Waves and waves, each of them telling me that i failed, that i needed to buck up, that i needed to do some soul searching.

Bad. Down. Under. Bottom.
To account for my loss, theres a need to search for answers, in other words-Excuses. Only reason being I am not good enough. Need to be stronger, need to be better. Must be.
Being a loser here, I am gonna blame the society for my loss. Blame the influence.Blame the people.Blame the media.Damn you Internet.

Damn myself for being in this fucked up world.I shouldn't even exist.
In the future, I am so gonna leave Singapore and migrate if i have the money.

Weird?Its just me.Its really been awhile since I am feeling this way. Dumb me.Naive.

I love spells like this. Don't you guys feel that after a major setback or heartbreak, one actually gains something? Experience of life that is. How to cope with setbacks is vital. Learn to overcome them, and ultimately learn to prevent it from happening again. I definitely learnt my lesson on life.Cheers(=

Hmm, today we had a match against the gamebreakers. Won 4-0(=
But the result was somewhat unfair to the opposition? We were fortunate in the sense that we cleared afew balls off the line during the game!
Good game everyone! Lets organise another match soon yea?

Cheers.

I have alot to learn in life.Way too much.
Now then i realized: Being cheerful and hiding all your emotions from others requires skill. Lots of them.

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