memoirs

Went to acs barker to support my friends just now, and at the same time, donate to hyss -.-. haha, anw, it was a great performance(= At least from when we watched? We were late for half an hour, missed 3 performances..

Alot alot ex huayians went back eh?Managed to catch up with some.

Went to lao pa sa to eat after everything's over..
Don't ask me why i look so stiff, maybe im tired? 6hours per day for 5 days eh!

Eh? Weiliang~Prince, Yiloon,harry,js,jh yc!
Lets play with the camera again! haha.

All pics are taken on the way back home/ on the way to lau pa sa(unsure about spell)?

Save the best pic for the last bah..

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Wl,prince,yl,js,zj,yb,wendy,zj,jh,yc,harry,sasfinn! Best pic, no meh?

Reached home at 1am plus, freaking tired. Gotta catch some sleep, cya all!


Tag replies:

xueling: haha tyty, appreciated!
JASLYN!:D: haha, yea lo, xiao hai zi comfirm zui xing fu de..
KRISTLE: lol, yea! Abit funny to reply this tag eh? lol.
Olga: haha, thanks , will try my best(=
YANBIN: hello! Seen ya! lol, today fun rite lol.
Estee: hello! will link ya soon!

Ytd's outing was fun.Went for movies, then pool. Saw so many familiar faces once agn.. And ultimately i think harry deserves an honorable mention here at prizedmemories. Thanks for somehow making it successful(=

Okay, back.

Super tired eh, ytd nv really sleep.. Will try to blog tmr!

That feeling is back(=
Anyone wanna play soccer next weekend?Street soccer. Super-ly Hyper-ly pumped up now!

Going out later, but dono going where. Weird eh? Harry la, the best organiser~ Just hope that he dun bring us to some ulu place to play..

Ytd went to play street soccer with some of my friends, its so fooking fun to play in the rain (= Rediscovered that feel at the place i first found it. Shuangs. That feeling is back! Woohoo,like reborned like that.lol. Why this feeling nv come back earlier, if not i'll be in soccer~ Nvm, i'll organise match with them, challange them with kalour/vanguard after their tournament. haha. Excited already. Will be joining tracks in the meantime to get my fitness level back, currently it is still in the red..

Okay, going to chiong gp b4 gg out. Cya peeps!

Tag replies:

liwen: ahaha, okay!
weijie: thanks i will! u too!
waisiong: even if i die, my passion will still be alive, still can see u on the field.haha.

Okay, i wanted to blog now but im too tired for a long post.

I'll be back in no time.(= Tag me ppl!

I woke up with tears in my eyes. Finally.
It was that unique, yet familiar feeling i felt again.

I AM ALIVE!

Yea, im back. Currently still unable to cope with jc life( noob =.=). I mean, i must get studying, gyming, and of course, soccer back into my life asap and it'll be considered "Coping well". Haha, and that includes regular meet up sessions with all my friends(= It wouldn't be easy, but its achiveable.

Yc is tired as he sleeps an average of 5 to 6 hours per day. Quite stressed out too, no no, not in studies, but in life. Hard to balance eh... Unless he can manage 5 hours of sleep a day?Okay la, try.

Was released at around 230pm today. Collected my 'U better be godly' calculator that freakingly cost me 150bucks $.$. Slacked around in school before heading to 'big mac' with harry ( our language). Initially wanted to study there, but kinda brightened up when i saw a bunch of e4s plus liwen at the basketball court? Quite warm to actually see familiar faces yea? Ate our lunch b4 sitting around to watch them play basketball. Soon, Zijie Olga Js arrived. Slacked around.

And yea, i was rejected by a primary school kid =.- He asked me to treat him drinks if i wanted to join in their soccer game. Heh, kids nowadays also became so materialistic. Gone are the times when kids put on that innocent smile, even Pri school girls put on make up now? o.o Be a kid while you guys still can! Don't use computer, no psp, no ds, go out there and sweat it out like a real man!(i mean kid) Just don't get exposed to the complexity of the real world, i mean, there will be things, or even dreams that you will give up and forgo once u grow up. So yea, sometimes being immature and clueless about everything aint that bad.

Lets get back into topic. After a while the e4s left, leaving the e2s! Plus zijie.lol. We slacked and crapped about until 7plus before heading home. A simple 2 hours owns 3days 2 nights. Fun day, happiest day since 2nd of feb(=

And yea, will be blogging in selective language. "Some will understand, some wouldn't". If you are still pondering over this phrase, chances are this post is delicated to you-sssss. Thanks for reading and good night.(=
Tag replies:

JASLYN!:D: Lol, dono eh.. Like suddenly no feel for it. But nvm, i will get it back! haha.
sasfinn: ok, i update here? Orientation was fun(= lol. jkjk. Lazy type la.... ty fot tagging!
KRISTLE: alright thanks alot ar!
goiling: lol, you are the spinning princess? LOL.
Olga: its fun barh? I would be weird to find it boring.lol.
liwen: lol! yea. CID.(= Criminal investigation department.haha.
JASLYN!:D: LOL, of course, my blogsong leh! lol.

I am back.(=

Was quite emotionally disturbed for the past 10days or so, down. Reason being................




I don't love soccer anymore. Strange, but true. That ecstatic feeling when i stepped into the field, its a thing of the past. Nowadays, when i stepped onto the field, i take my time, i'll slowly make a glance at the sky, looking for any birds i cud find. If there're any, i'll proceed to analyze the behavior of them.. And i can continue.. Where is that focus i once had???????? I really wanna devote all my attention, time, and money into this beautiful game, but i must have the permission from my heart..

Oh my god, i feel i am fading away from this world, theres just no more ground for me to hold on. Wheres that desire to suceed, that desire to overcome, that desire to purse and that desire to improve?

I see myself as a blank.

Will be starting on a long long long post after my orientation camp from thurs to sat! It may take awhile. In the meantime, keep the tags coming in alright? Thanks people(=

Tag replies:

harry: lol, one day only?
xueling: haha, thanks alot(=
oPx: haha, tyty.. (:
siyu: Deeply appreciated(=
js: Mentaly, i am dead.
kaitai: haha, agree agree. Play ball soon!
sheena: haha, link u now!
KRISTLE: haha, thanks ar! U tc too!
xueling: lol, i now read i also dun understand =X
sasfinn: lol, 100percent agree!

My love for the game vanished. So long, my friend. Its been nice knowing you all these years. You picked me up time after time, again and again. But this time..Sorry. The remaining clusters of smoke diffused away. Yes, from that fateful day, the fire in me had already been extinguished. No matter how hard i try, i can't seem to ignite it again. Now its time. To say goodbye. Goodbye my friend. Thanks for carrying me past all these years.

Reality. I knew my fate all along but refused to accept it. Accept your fate, it may be less harsh(=

The songs that once rescued and dug me out from the wallows are no longer sufficient..Rest in peace, my passion.

Much to my dismay, i woke up this morning with difficulty in walking. Blar, i know im weak. The five massaging sessions using the medical oil didnt work ); Missed training as a result, damn! I need to prove myself to coach, but my body don't allow =X
Went to see a doctor. He gave me some medicine to relax my muscles. o.o
Hope i can recover soon!

By the way, anyone wanna go expo tmr? Theres a nike sale going on, up to 60percent discount! Last day! If not, anyone wanna hit queensway? I need to get my shoes~

Lastly, any jc-ians wanna go out study?

First day of training. One word. Hell.

I'll briefly describe about one exercise we did.

Circuit training. 3 stations. The first one is the jump over a bar type. The bar is around the height of my thighs, and there are 7 of them. We were to jump over each on w/o hitting the bars( they would drop) and if that happens, the whole team drops down for 5 push ups. And after jumping past all, we were to sprint to the byline.

The second one's another jumping drill. We were to hop on one leg, in a forward moving motion(we must change legs). After finishing the jump, we need to sprint to the byline.

The third. We need to piggy back a teammate, and sprint towards the byline.

Lets just say that we did each station for a continuous 10mins, and then switch station. Anyone thinks that this is easy, please offer some advice to this noob typing over here, he nearly died while doing this training.

After we finished this drill, its only 450pm. Training ends at 7 plus pm. Get my definition of hell?

I told u im enthu in blogging.

Okay, i am more energetic today as compared to yesterday, thanks to my afternoon nap. I'll try to sum up yesterday's events in a slightly more detailed manner. I woke up at around 6am, bathed( COLD!) prepared and made my way to school. Reached at around 7am. Meet others and went into school( Cause of some misinterpretation from my part, i ps-ed afew ppl, Sorry! not purposely one..).

Was posted to OG 18, i think the group's okay if u exclude myself. No one with same interest and hobby ~.~

Going random. I find the school field irresistible.. Once i stepped on it and cast my line of sight towards the grandstand, I know my heart has already decided. Soccer. Had some conversation with seniors in the rugby team, and i was particularly touched when i somehow knew of an incident involving a rugby player whose tears fell when singing the sch song( i duno if its b4 or after the game, or sang to him by supporters). One word, Passion.

Today went to get a haircut with tomorrow's selection in mind. I will try to give my all, if theres really people who plays better then me, i'll gladly accept my fate. And i heard from my seniors, there were around 50 J1s who went for the try outs last year, only 3 got chosen. So even if im Ronaldinho, i still need to look more handsome to catch the coach's eye. hah. Wish me luck!

Okay, first day of school in jj was as good as expected. Predictable events, im really really disheartened~
More or less settled what i intend to choose- H2 maths, chem and physics. H1 econs. Hope i made the right choice.

Sian leh, heard that lectures are actually starting this week? o.o Means really really need spend time to study le.. Need to adapt and get myself into jc mode soon..

Soccer trials on wednesday. Wish me luck yea?

School's starting tmr. I'll need a strong mentality to stop myself from joining soccer, i wanna study in jc, not play! Okay serious already. Gonna study hard till A lvls(= Of course, i'll slack hard too xD

Study and slack hard lol.

Alright, will see how everything goes tmr, till then!

Tag replies:

Olga: haha, okok i'll try(=